Too Many Times

I’m falling out, I’m made of misery
I’m full of shit, no wonder I can’t breath
It’s hard to talk when you know you can’t speak
I tried to die why you always saving me
I never knew what it’s like knowing you
And part of me can say that you knew it too
I always tried to help where the fuck were you
It always ends up like this
Where I lost you once
Too many times, before
I’m in the same damn place where I came from
They said don’t look back but I showed them
And if you ever really really cared about me
Then you’d show it like this, like this
And who you really tryna fool with your fake shit
You hit me up tell me that I never make it
And thought I’m sorry that we faded just for something into nothing
Fuck this fuck this fuck this
It always ends up right here
Where I lost you once
Too many times, before