Redemption Denied

Everyday each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god I know does not exist
For a way some fucking way someday
For a way to make my way

Through this world full of shit
I've got nothing left
I await the angel of death
I've lost too many times

Too many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish at birth I had died
I try to drown this hurt
Death will be the cure for all pain