Stuck Inbetween

Feelin'
Get caught in my
Feelin's
Get caught and I'm
Dreamin'
Day dreamin'

So let's talk
Even though I hate too
I'd rather not process my transactional breakthroughs, or breakdowns
Whatever you call 'em
Yeah I know you caught me I'm just stallin'
So let me express
My best
I'll try
I guess
It's like this

I'm tired of trying to figure out the thoughts behind my thoughts
It's exhausting
I'd rather stuff it down in a backpack with a draw string
And place it somewhere where I know I'll forget it
And then in 10 years when I find it
I'll be good so forget it

I feel like plankton who's goin' insane
Obsessed with Krabs's formula
You know what I'm sayin'
Except the formuoli is what's up in my brain
It's got me going crazy got me feeling deranged

Feelin'
Get caught in my
Feelin's
Get caught and I'm
Dreamin'
Day dreamin'

I know that on the outside
I'm calm and I'm chill
But behind my eyes
Lies a surprise that can't sit still
Anxiety, depression, ADHD
It's like gas station bathroom 23-and-Me
And I don't mean to be a pessimist
But at times I feel like excrement
Boo-boo, poo-poo like oooky-dookie on a shoe
And while we're here my biggest fear
Is to be a disappointment
And spiders

I've spent my whole life in white places
With white faces, picket fences and white babies
And yeah the northwest, it kinda shaped me
Arrangement wasn't bad
But left me hella confused
I mean there was some who looked like me, but the number was few
And ya I'm kinda articulate
But it got me called the whitest black kid
By both the white and black kids
But that's my crisis embrace or fight this
Mental ISIS before I get the
Arthritis and tinnitus
I guess I'm just

Feelin'
Get caught in my
Feelin's
Get caught and I'm
Dreamin'
Day dreamin'

Stuck in between
Heaven and dreams
Stuck in between
Here and eternity