​lunatic cultist

[Chorus: blackwinterwells]
And I know what you think about
Cut me with your words 'cause my scar tissue won't make a sound
And I'm silent when I walk around
'Cause when I make noise, people look at me and then I drown
Then I drown for you
Yeah, I drown with you
Hurt my heart, yeah, you do
Yeah, you do

Swimming through the void with an old god
Keep my eyes closed and my breath soft
How did I get here? I can't remember
Gone since November, you know my heart hurts
But I'm used to that
Hold me close, push me back
Pierce my throat, drain it cold
Taste my soul, you're alone

[Verse: Bella Lugxsi]
You call me valuable
Treat me like the ahkbar shah
Destroy who I am, sell me off
Lose me forever, I won't be found
I wanna shout at you
Asthmatic lungs silencing me
And I know that you're disappointed
Rather be a disappointment than a liar
I keep my head down, I'd rather be invisible
Everybody shows fake love it's whatever though
I don't always have prayers to say
Sometimes i just ask "oh god, oh why?"

[Chorus: blackwinterwells]
And I know what you think about
Cut me with your words 'cause my scar tissue won't make a sound
And I'm silent when I walk around
'Cause when I make noise, people look at me and then I drown
Then I drown for you
Yeah, I drown with you
Hurt my heart, yeah, you do
Yeah, you do

[Outro: Bella Lugxsi]
You call me valuable
Treat me like the ahkbar shah
Destroy who I am, sell me off
Lose me forever, I won't be found