Playing Pretend (Nurture)

I cant live like... this
Like we're playing pretend
Like we're playing pretend
I just can't act like... this
Like it doesn't make sense
Like it doesn't make sense
And I tried my best and it wasn't enough
Maybe there's another way I can make it up to you
I searched through so many pages just to learn what to do
Maybe one day you'll understand what I've been through
I cant live like... this
Like we're playing pretend
Like we're playing pretend
I just can't act like... this
Like it doesn't make sense
Like it doesn't make sense