Goodbye 4 Good
VERSE 01:
I thought I had it all figured out, I admit
I thought I was smart enough to stick it out with her
But I never was the type to cure two things at once
I found myself cryin on my knees at night
That should have been the day that I could of cured my stuff
And just leave, how come I couldn't see this shit myself
Call me a freak, nobody was as ugly as me
I couldn't see the way that people watched me fall
Help me, no one was there when I was stabbed and left to stale
I couldn't even see my reflection when it showed itself
I couldn't even fit the shoes that my dad showed me now
I can't pass fuckin Algebra, I don't need that to be my hell
I'm not about to lose my life to this fuckin course
I need to calm down, try and get my feet on solid ground, so for now
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VERSE 02:
Bury my face into wrestling, cause I don't want to look
At nothin, the worlds too much, I've tried all I could
If I could inhale some of Mary I would
And end my life for good, just say goodbye to all for good
I probably should, these problems are piling all at once
Cause everything that bothers me, I keep it bothered up
I think I'm losing touch, but I won't fuckin give up
I gotta get up, Thank God, I got that baby girl
I'm a fuckin brother, I know she ain't mine
But it's like she my daughter, but I leave her in the mud
My hands are full of blood cause I can't fuckin touch
All I know is I don't want to follow in the footsteps
Of them kids, cause I hate them so bad
The worst fear that I have is growing up to be like there fuckin ass
Man, if you only understood why I am the way that I am
What do I say to my mom when I tell em
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VERSE 03:
I feel the need to quit, but shit, I feel like this is it
For me to experience this I feel so fuckin sick
I am not a game, this shit is real this shit is sick
Please listen to your ass, conceal your fuckin spit
Fuck the violence, I'm done, I'm never lookin back
When I quit, Ima move on with the life that I should of had
I love my family, but no one ever gives me time
On the fact that I try to be positive for the life I have
I never asked that I'd be born with a man that wasn't my dad
What the fack, this is more than I coulda asked
Everywhere I go, someone is always on my ass
What about math, how come I wasn't ever good at that?
It's like I was a boy in a bubble, who never could of adapt
I'm trapped, I wish mom would of loved my fuckin dad
I pray to god that I will be able to live with my life intact
Imagine going from being poor to seeing
Everything that you always dreamed of when you was growing up
I'm fuckin crazy, cause all I live for is my baby sister
But what about the life that I live so now I live alienated so I'm sayin
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