If It Isn’t You

(Verse 1)
Tell my mama I lost my mind
To a woman in a designer line
Girl I've been hanging with shit
We should go out again
I can't tonight 'cause I got counseling
Wonder if I should skip
If I'm the problem what I'm gon' miss (shit)
Gave an addict a dollar bill
Knowing he would go buy pills and I just realize how he feel
I try to sleep because of all the hurt
But when I wake up, you're the one I think of first
And lately I don't feel the same and these pain killers haven't killed the pain

(Hook)
I thought before I lost my mind
I would find you every time
But where were you?
When I needed you?
And I thought that you would be the one
Fighting when it's said and done
But I'm missing you, if it isn't you
If it isn't you, if it isn't you
If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2)

(Verse 2)
When I was in that psych ward, you never came to visit
And you the fucking reason I was in it
I should be looking somewhere else
But it's hard to explain the marks on my wrist to someone else
Plus at a time you accepted me for my crazy
I outta let you know that I've been thinking 'bout you lately
I'm like a kid in a coma that never woke
I know it hurts but you promised you would never let me go And when you pulled the plug, I turned to alcohol and drugs God dammit, I need a hug
My doctor said I'll be okay
I hope I find another you some day

(Hook)
I thought before I lost my mind
I would find you every time
But where were you?
When I needed you?
And I thought that you would be the one
Fighting when it's said and done
But I'm missing you, if it isn't you
If it isn't you, if it isn't you
If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2)

(Verse 3)
Now alright, I know we probably got lost in this love
We used to argue too much and wasn't fucking enough
And I know, I had to take the time to change myself
You used to cause me pain, still I blame myself
See the blades on the kitchen sink, what do you think?
I said I'm talking to God and now I talk to a shrink
Thirty days unseen, now my system's clean
No more scary nightmares for the girl of my dreams
I never thought we'd be apart and though we came so close
My biggest fear was losing you and now I lost that vote
Now I would like to make a toast
No more hearts getting broke
And girl, I kinda miss it all and that's what scares me the most

(Hook)
I thought before I lost my mind
I would find you every time
But where were you?
When I needed you?
And I thought that you would be the one
Fighting when it's said and done
But I'm missing you, if it isn't you
If it isn't you, if it isn't you
If there isn't something like you, something like you (x2)
Woah-oh-oh