Can’t Even Drown

[Chorus]
All of these state lines
And you're still crossing my mind
All this moving on
And I'm still falling behind
I hope I die before I feel any older
I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder
But I don't stand a chance now
I'm doomed to feel small but too heavy
And my water's no match for your levee
I'm no winner
I can't even drown in the river

[Verse 1]
Wasting summer days together
Stressing out about over the weather in the winter
It's all just straight up simple stuff
But I keep fucking everything up

All this getting high but I still feel so low
That's just the way it goes

[Chorus]
All of these statе lines
And you're still crossing my mind
All this moving on
And I'm still falling behind
I hopе I die before I feel any older
I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder
But I don't stand a chance now
I'm doomed to feel small but too heavy
And my water's no match for your levee
I'm no winner
I can't even drown in the river

[Bridge]
What were your dreams? What did you settle for?
You said you settled chasing comfort that you still can't afford
I said 'Give up everything you aren't willing to struggle for.'
Couldn't believe I had to say it
Wish I'd have said it with some backbone
I'm pathetic and I know that I'm an asshole
When we regret it, we just say it's in the past so
So we just let it go

[Chorus]
All of these state lines
And you're still crossing my mind
All this moving on
And I'm still falling behind
I hope I die before I feel any older
I spent my life filling in chips on my shoulder
I don't stand a chance now (a chance now)
I'm doomed to feel small but too heavy
And my water's no match for your levee
I'm no winner
I can't even drown in the river