Idfk...

I wake up slowly and my heart beats sadly in the morning, oh my god
I make up for thee things that I took the night before me when you lie
Sins got me hoping when it all ends there won't be payments on my life
I paint things that make me feel 'lone at night, I'm surely lonely way I cry
I sing about going to heaven, but I know I'll probably not
All the models wear Spanx just to make it bigger
And my homies wanna dance with the fakest in 'em
Baby, I'm just entranced by the power in it, ya, the power in it
This shit ain't working out, no
Thinking I'm falling now, oh
I just wanna chill out and smoke a little weed, ay
Fuck this beat
Said she trynna meet me at the mall, ha, no way
She just wanna see if I creep or look away
Just to get mad at me
Now I gotta run away
I just want a bad bitch to love me and to know
I wanna see a side nobody else knows, and we might just
Run away together, and I'll promise we'll be better off
Baby, I just wanna hideout, everything I might've
Anything I might've said and didn't mean
Anything you might've said and didn't mean, oh
Ya
Now we're falling in between
You got me fucked up