Fear Of My Own Identity

Last 30 seconds I'll wait for him
Last 30 seconds I'll wait for him
To begin, to begin
Last 30 seconds I'll wait for him
Last 30 seconds I'll wait for him
To begin, to begin

The nights are getting longer
The pain is getting stronger
But I know, I know
The hate is getting darker
And the fear is growing larger
But I know, I know

You taught me that my heart will grow old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
Old, old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
Old, old

Last 30 seconds I watch you go
Last 30 seconds I watch you go
All alone, all alone
Last 30 seconds I watch you go
Last 30 seconds I watch you go
All alone, all alone

The nights are getting longer
The pain is getting stronger
But I know, I know
The hate is getting darker
And the fear is growing larger
But I know, I know

You taught me that my heart will grow old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
Old, old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
You taught me that my heart will grow old
Old, old

The fear of my identity is standing right in front of me
I want to run but I can't see
I want to scream but I can't speak
The fear of my identity is standing right in front of me
I want to run but I can't see
I wanted to be you, but I know it's me