THERAPY SESSION 1
[Opening Monologue]
"Therapy can be described as a tool people use to discuss their problems, trauma, and is a way for them to vent and get it all off their chest
I don't have a motherfucker with a clipboard sitting across from me and what I deal with wouldn't be deemed bad enough for therapy so"
Music is my therapy
[Intro]
I don't know who I am anymore (who I am anymore)
I guess that the word I'm looking for is codependent
I guess I can't have it all (oh)
I been dealing with withdrawal (oh-oh)
I don't know who to call (call)
I don't think I can take it all
I don't wanna fuck around and get attached no more
I just wanna live my life feeling normal
Every fucking second every minute going slow-mo
I just wanna get through the day so I can go home
I don't know what I'm doing with my life now
Same shit everyday, it's on rewind now
I just wanna fuck around and live my life
But I'm not in the moment because you're on my mind
[Verse]
People telling me I'm not the problem even though I know I am, I wish I could understand yeah
At this point I'm feeling so numb and low, I just hope one day I can feel again
Hope one day I'm on the road, I'm doing shows, I'm getting these hoes, she turn to my biggest fan
Fuck it I'm going Sandevistan (going Sandevistan)
Got all this pity blood on my hands
Killed off the old me, poor man
Ideas injected in me like syringe
New wave coming, and I'm stuck in the sand
[Outro]
I wish that things were different
I wish that I was different
I need some therapy, man fuck talking bout my problems I'm living em
My world too small, you can't fit in it
My mind so fucked up, why do I gotta live in it ? Oh
Why do I gotta live in it ? Oh