Alone in the Midnight

I'm tired of myself
How many times will I make the same mistake
I'm in a damn race where I hate to chase

I'm sick of giving excuses ,they are way to lame
I am my biggest enemy myself I'm face to face
But I don't want to
Because the MORE I try to change myself
The more I stay the same, I can't take it anymore

I just wanna hurt myself yup,
Man I'm so hurt,
I don't want you to calm me down
God damn it, Just leave me alone
Coz I wanna to drown

clone in the mid night
Can't sleep I don't feel right
I'm lost in my thoughts
clone in the mid night

U don't want her love
U don't need her trust
cll U need to know is u will start going up
When u stop givin up

WHEN I think about it
U were never even sorry
U were everything to me cnd I was nobody
It's time for payback lay back and watch me I'll change the game
I could get hated though for the things I rap or say
But the fact is fact and the fact is that I'm sad infact I feel like i'mma never ever be the same ..as before I'm so fed up lock my head up in the memories forget her better stop thinking about her
Stop man

I'm hurt u I'm the villain there's darkness inside me
U never saw my feelings now u r a part of me
Tried saving the relationship but it's ruined
I feel like this time I have to commit a sin to win

Where the HELL are u when I need u the most
I TRY to let u go but the memories won't
My MIND is messed up man it's about to blow now
COZ for the first time I'm about to slow down

clone in the mid night
Can't sleep I don't feel right
I'm lost in my thoughts
clone in the mid night

U don't want her love
U don't need her trust
cll U need to know is u will start going up
When u stop givin up