Overthinking

Staring at my wrist like
I got to make some time for you
People drag my name up in the dirt but I won't lie to you
Perfection sitting next to me
Know I got a lot to do
Know I got a lot to prove
Can't lie I got a lot to lose
Had to put the bottle down cause I ain't drinking no more
I ain't rolling up no weed I rather think for my own
I was sleeping with my demons
Satan knocked on my door
The closer that I get to god they just won't leave me alone
I'm overthinking like
What's my next move
How I'm posed to eat today
Ion like to ask for none
Feel like I just need to pray
Dust my shoulders off I'm sleeping good smile up on my face
They worried bout the wrong things
I'm worried my offspring
Fell off got it back my downfall was only temporary
Hotter than the summer time my heart cold like January
Feel like I'm a new man they start to call me legendary
Put my potnas on cause ima die before I see them buried
No doubt that I'm a real nigha
Haters I won't deal with them
I can get you bodied for a feature if I'm real with you
I come from the jungle everybody want a meal ticket
Like to keep it positive but sometimes I be still tripping
Still wit it still flipping
Them pussies they can still get it
Nighas like to hate
But my music they be still feeling
Emotionally declined never worried I be stiff wit it
Found my way to happy ima stick with it
Staring at my wrist like
I got to make some time for you
People drag my name up in the dirt but I won't lie to you
Perfection sitting next to me
Know I got a lot to do
Know I got a lot to prove
Can't lie I got a lot to lose
Put the bottle down cause I ain't drinking no more
I ain't rolling up no weed I rather think for my own
I was sleeping with my demons
Satan knocked on my door
The closer that I get to god they just won't leave me alone
I'm overthinking like
I need a new whip
Finger on a new blick
With the same potnas I ain't into all that new shit
Used to be addicted to misery pain and blue strips
What's the point of having all this bread if I can lose it
Old friends start to use me
But distant when I'm losing
Take the pain for all my people I be good ion get bruises
I been thuggin' by my lonely
So don't act like you know me
Nighas like to drag my name cause they hate the fact they below me
I forgive but don't forget I be laughing when karma come around
Biggest smile up on my face glad that I ain't gun em down
I ain't saying that I'm perfect life just start to turn around
I been holding on to hope so long I almost put it down
I need to make some time
Speak what's on my mind
I done seen a lotta shit but never dropped a dime
I been around a lot of hittas
It really blow my mind
These people tell me that they fuck wit me, ain't really ever tried me
I got love for everybody, i been broken but I'm humble
Had to look out for my brother, came from mexico wit troubles
They cut my nigha up and did em bad but we still hustle
I put god in front of everything
I know he love me
Staring at my wrist like
I got to make some time for you
People drag my name up in the dirt but I won't lie to you
Perfection sitting next to me
Know I got a lot to do
Know I got a lot to prove
Can't lie I got a lot to lose
Had to put the bottle down cause I ain't drinking no more
I ain't rolling up no weed I rather think for my own
I was sleeping with my demons
Satan knocked on my door
The closer that I get to god they just won't leave me alone
I'm overthinking like