Lost Cause

Lord forgive me for them times
When I ain't have the sense to hit that walk with you
I was feeling hurt ain't want to talk it through
I was angry had time pain in me
All they talk about is love I say it's make believe
The way I seen it, you already hated me
I was tryna be my own man
Didn't know it
I look like my old man
Why I'm chasing after money if I'm gone put it in the wrong hands
Only thinking bout myself I had the wrong plan
Nah you can't blame it on my past, you got the wrong man
No I ain't the same
Smile on my face momma happy that I changed
If my pops wasn't in his grave he'd see I finally made a way
Gave me my last chance before you left won't let it go in vain
The only hope I had back then I ain't have nobody
We never had no helping hand we had to go without it
Bible in my hand didnt understand how I should go about it
I'm doing things they said I never would achieve
Show my son everything I wish I could've seen
Be yourself, cause everybody fraud and you don't even need them
Find your purpose and live in your reason
All you need is Jesus (I was a lost cause)
Heart hurting full of demons (I was a lost cause)
I finally found the love I needed
I was a lost cause (lost cause)