Hidden Weakness

Take one last look at these changed eyes
Sense their bleeding as they leave your world
With this last moment, swear that there was nothing left untouched
These days will never leave your head...
As the memories branded on...
My weighed-down back...
That they have loaded
Pushed my face against the dirt
Showed me the plan to hold me down, torment, rip me to shreds
It seemed so destined. Have to try to fight it
I fell down again
You said I would change
I thought I would grow out of it
As long as I'm not alone, I'll be saved
Not in this life will I fall with such weakness
Never giving in to the torture they inflict
Never giving in to this