Again

I'm just tryna find my way, oh
Not trying to repeat, feel the pain once again
Can't forget even if I try to
You live inside my head 24/7

Time to pay the rent, bitch
Time to pack your bags and leave, you're
No longer welcome here, I'm tryna change, I'm
Wishing that I've never come across you
You put me in a place and I don't want to

I don't wanna feel the same way for someone again
It's always the wrong time, why do you show up
Again and again and again
Just tryna live my life here, can't be this way forever
Why do you show up again and again and again

You don't even got a clue
Can't even tell you what I actually feel about you
I know that you don't feel the same
It's not that hard to see
I try to keep it hidden and losing every single time

It pains me to be the one you just know
Stay up for many hours playing games
Talking 'bout some random shit
I know that I ain't got a chance with you
I feel so stupid for even thinking that you'd like me back
I'm scared, I'm terrified, I don't wanna lose
Someone as special as you
I guess we'll only be friends 'till the rest of our lives
And that's alright with me, that's alright with me

I don't wanna feel the same way for someone again
It's always the wrong time, why do you show up
Again and again and again
Just tryna live my life here, can't be this way forever
Why do you show up again and again and again