when gardenias bloom (feat. yogic beats)

I've got a flower it blooms and it grows
I've got a love it extends and it shows
Might overdose
On her love tonight
Been a couple weeks since I felt alright
Feelin better when she fall asleep in my bed at night
Finding closure when she hold me tight
Scare of love, but it feels so right
Let's get lost tonight

Yeah inside of your mind
You're exactly the person I've visualized

Every night in my dreams
Know that I plot and i scheme
I've got castles to build
Dreams to fulfill
People to heal
So when you put up all of those walls

I'll find peace in my entrance
And happily live in remembrance
I'm inside of her memories

She been lost since a child

Guess it explains the wild look in her eyes
And peace that she finds inside of those long car rides
With her hand in the wind
Trying to find the freedom she lost from the shit that she did
Cus I did the same

Know that it's coming back in the form of better days
Know I'm bumming out but I better wait

Been depressed, I self medicate
It done stunted my growth
Cut off emotions I really should show
Trapped in a cycle got nowhere to go
Takin a photo of synths to remember the placement
Aint got that much to say, but they still want a statement
Well, this is my thesis

Take all the bullets, and turn em to points
Take all your anger, and go smoke a joint

Always give love, don't you ever exploit
Always go hard like you play for Detroit
Lift up your brothers when they're in need of a hoist
Never speak for another unless they don't have a voice
Find peace in your void
You can always rebuild if you wanna destroy
The flower still blooms, yeah you don't have a choice

I know you've got a deep love for all your self hatred
But it's surely not your fault
You've been burdened so much

You've been burdened so much
We're all destined to fall
Said you never had love so I broke down your walls
Miss kissin you in those empty halls
And making out in those bathroom stalls

Our love was pure
What we both endured
Surely ran its course
Things got coarse
It was surely rough

Broke my heart when you ain't love me more
Since you left, I've been closing some doors
This garden we grew, has turned into lore
A place that I go when I feel I need more
Don't know what's in store

But I miss you a lot
Does your flower still bloom?
Or does it willow and rot

I've been tryna bring mine back to life
Doing something wrong but I'll get it right
Don't ask me once, gotta ask me twice
Cus the first time I'll always lie and say it's all alright

Not satisfied with my current conditions
Found a new light and broke through the systems
This garden we grew I swear that I'll fix it
Cus your love it always prevails
I'll bloom into new beginnings

Bloom, bloom
When I'm alone in my room, room
Bloom
Bloom
When I'm alone my tomb, tomb.
Bloom
Bloom