Tell Me How

Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel alive
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel so
I-I-I
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel alive, feel alive
When the voices in my head are yelling
Die-I-I
They say you cannot go
Your family's gonna miss you so
Now I don't know what you've been told
Them 'it's alright's are getting old
Now I don't know what you've been told
Four walls and a roof don't make a home
If you knew what was good you'd let me go
You'd let me go
Let-let me go
Voices in my head are yelling die
Said just let me go
Let-let me go
No I don't wanna fake no more
Just let me go
Let-let me go
Go
Said just let me go let-let me go
No please don't make it difficult
Just
Now I don't know what you've been told
But I don't wanna live no more
Some dark shit I can't tell my mom
When she spent 9 months building strong
But I don't know which one is worse
Seeing your first child up in a hearse
Or knowing she wants to leave this earth
When Ian wanna be here first
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel alive
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel so
I-I-I
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel alive
When the voices in my head are yelling die-I-I
They say you cannot go
Your families gonna miss you so
Now I don't know what you've been told
Them 'it's alright's are getting old
Now I don't know what you've been told
Four walls and a roof don't make a home
If you knew what was good you'd let me go
You'd let me go
Let-let me go
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel alive
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel so I-I-I
Tell me how I'm supposed to wanna feel alive
When the voices in my head are yelling
Let me go, let-let me go