Witness (Interlude)

Seems I’ve been running from everything
From my past to my nonexistent future
I’m rushing my healing
I feel myself racing someone, don’t know who though
All I know is the further I run from the truth, the better life looks
But I see reality meters ahead of me and I know I
(Lost) to pieces of my ancestors
(Lost) to delusions of grandeur
(Lost) to those who’ll never love me
Lost, and I don’t even wanna know the
(Cost) of all of my lying
(Lost) and there’s no way to find me
(Lost) in the grave I dug myself
(Lost) and I deserve it as well

You cannot save me
I can’t even save myself
Don’t try praying for me
I don’t even know who I am
Practically dead
The dead don’t see or fear nothing
Have no expectations
Wish I was one of them
They never lose
I’m just a shell of what I used to be
I don’t even know me
I, I don’t really have the heart to keep watching me fall apart
I know the journey’s hard but I’d rather go on it than stay this way
I don’t wanna be a witness who’s dazed all the time
No more
Yeah