My Mind Is Using Me

I always knew I was different
I just feel that way
My thoughts are always shifting
I wish they could just stay the same
But they sort of are
So negative, so bad
So I go out
It's so close, I am glad

Can the nightmares go away?
Are they real, is it a theme?
I'm so scared of them
I'm getting deja vu ... for real
It's like my mind
It's like my mind is using me
It's like my mind
It is like my mind is using me

Im losing my memory
I can't believe I am real
I can't remember a thing
Shit, I feel like my mind is steal-
-Ling me (oh, oh, oh)

I'm amazed, how did I
Make it, this far?
How did I make it
This far?

Can the nightmares go away?
Are they real, is it a theme?
I'm so scared of them
I'm getting deja vu ... for real
It's like my mind
It's like my mind is using me
It's like my mind
It is like my mind is using me