like a fairy

All that I have in my body
Is water and black coffee
My lungs, I'm sorry
For all these cigarettes I'm smoking

Counting my steps, counting the days
That I've used to not look bad
And I don't really care if I'm crazy
The headache's telling me it's working

Losing grip daily, but I'll do better
When I'm done with crying

I love feeling cold, don't want to get old
Light as a feather, let me feel like a fairy
I won't get better, so stop caring, my baby
I know it's best if you'd just forget about me

I need to be in control
Or else I'm just anxious
Please don't leave
Even though
That's what I just asked

Look at my wrists
Feel all my bones
I'm not that soft anymore

I love feeling cold, don't want to get old
Light as a feather, let me feel like a fairy
I won't get better, so stop caring, my baby
I know it's best if you'd just forget about me

Skin and bones
White and grey tones
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
No more

I love feeling cold, don't want to get old
Light as a feather, let me feel like a fairy
I won't get better, so stop caring, my baby
I know it's best if you'd just forget about me