Reload

Please don't pull up
It's hard to breathe in here right now
Please don't pull up
Please don't pull up
Yuh
Every time motherfucker pull up
I reload
Yuh
No slacks, My bads, No goddamn freeloaders
Yuh
I put in the pressure myself
And I heal
Yuh
Whatever you think about me isn't real
Yuh
I swear
I swear
I swear I'm cutting open all my wounds
This is my problem
Can't expect to lose
All of my demons fighting to come through
All of these feelings fighting to come through
Momma told me I gotta keep my cool
These are the reasons I can't fuckin lose
All my family waiting at the roots
Am I enough for the people that root for me?
Am I the one to get them out the mud?
Can you relate to my issues or what?
Family ties hold me down and it sucks
I can't be bothered to show you my love
When you can't even come show me that love
Old friends gone text me to ask me wassup
What can I say I had nowhere to run
I need the energy
I don't want frenemies
Y'all want the better me
What you expect from me?
Damn
I knew it
Pray I stay heavenly
Reach for the stars and I'm never gone come down
My work ethic stupid
Kill it I know that my brothers got me
And I'm never gone lose and they never gone lose me
Yea they never gon' lose me
All of that pain and emotion gone ruin me
Reload
Yuh
No slacks, My bads, No goddamn freeloaders
Yuh
I put in that pressure myself and I heal
Yuh
Whatever you think about me isn't real
Yuh
I swear
I swear
Please don't pull up
It's hard to breathe in here right now
Please don't pull up
Please don't pull up
Yea yea yea
This fear is ruling me
This here ain't new to me
This time I'm on my knees
Pray for me
Pray for me