Hate Me

I been running on automatic
It's hard to know what I would do cause I never had it
I'm working overtime I need that time to find a balance
I'm running late to every date I'm bouta break the pattern
I'm on the road mom called food getting cold
I wanna leave but I can't cause I'm in the zone
Been breaking promises to her and she the purest soul
Look in her eyes and she just said don't get lost in the moment
I've gone through phases that would break her to her fucking core (damn)
Oh I've gone and done it I'm living my life backwards
Looking at myself in the mirror I'm such an asshole
Broken every heart that believed in me what a coward
Taking what I wanted as long as it gave me power damn
I'm so torn on what I need
Still going for it I could never leave
I feel like you hate me
You still my lil baby
Had some rearranging
I still got your ring yeah
I'm cutting ties with these bitches
Get rich or die trying for this business (oh)
Already high when I went it
Summer time over winter, no
Said she fine, now she isn't
Thank god I'ma hit it though
I'm finna dive all up in it
It's to the top of the ceiling, dawg
Prada glasses 4k
Your love drive me crazy
You say that you are okay
I know that you angry
I feel like you hate me
You still my lil baby
Had some rearranging
I still got your ring