Roller Bladez

Stupid line and stupid body
Stupid for me thinking that your heart could be swayed
Maybe things should stay this way
Struggle to find the reason why
I can't just move on and be safe
When it's so nice to just sit here and think of your face
Struggle to reason with the mirror
When all I wanna do is be in a good place

So I'll just sit so sick of it and all the ways that I cannot change you
But I can distract my hands so I'll [?] and stay in place
Million miles an hour
Take a drug, find a cool flower
[?] my paper and book I cannot read
Fifteen miles an hour
I feel so low I feel so slow
I cannot eat I cannot sleep

Painful actions, painful feelings
Sick of knowing that some things just won't work out
I feel my lungs are filled with soil
Eyes with water while I suffocate or drown
Either way, I don't want anyone to put me in the dirt
Except my hands and feet in the soil with the worms
Perfect cadaver
Body freezer, body science
Do some good thing, [?]
Here's my dog and my tattoos

Sever my legs, first cut my throat and throw all this extra flesh
'Til I'm a skeleton, no fat or muscle left
Now this sounds morbid but sometimes I really fail to see
The problem is this body or the fact that it belongs to me