why do i feel so numb?

I knew it all along
I was meant to be alone
I can't even think of going on another date
No one catches my eye
It wouldn't be worth the time
But I have got a job, and some money pushed to the side
If I'm doing so great
Why do I feel so numb?
So numb, so numb
(I feel nothing, nothing)
So numb
(Nothing, nothing)
I went to a cafe alone today
It made me think of him
Damn, can't I just enjoy my coffee?
Haunted by the past
Even though I wouldn't wanna go back
If I don't wanna go back
Why do I feel so numb?
So numb, so numb
(I feel nothing, nothing)
So numb
(Nothing, nothing)
I feel nothing, nothing (I just wanna feel something)
Nothing, nothing
I feel nothing, nothing (I just want to feel)
Nothing, nothing
Nothing, nothing
Mmm. mmm