LIFELIKE!

I just wanna set this bitch on fire
Watch it all burn down like "Fuck my life!"
Pieces of a woman I could never be
Amphetamines in my tummy killin' me
I can hear the people in my walls say:
"Oh she's so lifelike!"

Disdainfully
Stunted all emotionally
Close to me
I just need you close to me
Blatantly
Everyone's so mean to me it's haunting me
It bothers me so constantly
Over us
Maybe you're just over us
Broken trust
Images, I'm throwin' up
Double cup
Liquor in my solo cup
Overnight, can you please stay overnight

I just wanna set this bitch on fire
Watch it all burn down like "Fuck my life!"
Pieces of a woman I could never be
Amphetamines in my tummy killin' me
I can hear the people in my walls say:
"Oh she's so lifelike!"

Blood I've seen spilled from girls like me killed
A mama miss her baby
Imagine how that feel
Her pretty green eyes look a lot line mines
I wonder why
I'm still fucking here
But to those forming weapons against me
You'll never prosper
My posture's proper
My chin high
To those who detest me
Wish they could behead me
Fuck you, pay me
I love how you hate me

I just wanna set this bitch on fire
Watch it all burn down like "Fuck my life!"
Pieces of a woman I could never be
Amphetamines in my tummy killin' me
I can hear the people in my walls say:
"Oh she's so lifelike!"

Smokin', drinkin' fuckin'
Doin' stupid fuckin' shit
Nothin' but excuses for my missteps and vices
I'm in crisis I guess
Never mind, I need rest
I just need to destress
Maybe fuckin' eat less
Holy fuckin' shit there I go again
Sayin' pity me, oh silly me
Don't ever speak again
I don't wanna take a breath and take up more space
I got knots up in my chest like a torn lace
Scorn face
Baby
You know it's not healthy
We been up all night
Just smokin' drinkin' fuckin'
Fuckin' drinkin' smokin'
Losing all our sanity
Just melt into those cushions again
Just kiss me again
I couldn't want you any more
So just kiss me
One more, oh