Phoenix

I know someday i'll get better but right now just leave me alone
Everything i do hurts you to watch, like lines and dancing in tables
I wish i had a heart that could love you the way you want
The only time i can admit something's wrong
Is when it's 3am and i'm not sober enough to lie

I guess it's time again where i burn myself down
So i can try to rebuild something that won't let you down
I got too fucked up last night they don't know how i'm still alive but it's fine it's fine
I may never learn but i always get by

I got an obsession with learning the hard way and seeing how long till i break
In hopes something will hurt me enough to put me in my place
Every street in this city already owns my name
But i'm too scared to let them know why i let the pain feel like home

If you drown out static with sounds
Eventually you'll burn right out

Says he shouldn't have got close
Cause i am a phoenix and burn everyone i know
Says he don't wanna know
Cause i burn everyone

Says don't even step close
Cause i burn everyone