Decisions

All the times that we'd laid in the bed
Afraid that I'd leave
So you start to give me head
I said there's no need
Just believe what I said
You pushed me back down
And you still gave me head
Seeds that I'm sowing
Feelings started growing
Driving down this road
But don't know where we're going
Don't tell me bout no baby
Unless you started showing
Hope in my heart
For what we got going
Yeah it seems just like yesterday
When I got with you
That was the day you took my breath away
But now I'm moving on to better things
Started acting shady
So I don't think you deserve a ring
Asking what's wrong all the time
When I really wanna know
Are you still mine
Cause I don't know what to think
Let's go back to the days
When we were sneaky links
That's when feelings were the same
And even though you're beautiful
I can't take this pain
Even though that's what I'm use to
Started have loose screws
Started drinking more booze
Started chasing women
That I left back in my rear view
When they was suppose to stay there
At times I really don't care
Staring at these pictures
Wishing everything stayed fair
But this ain't no state fair
I ain't playing games here
I just wanna fall asleep
And wake up in the next year
All the times that we'd laid in the bed
Afraid that I'd leave
So you start to give me head
I said there's no need
Just believe what I said
You pushed me back down
And you still gave me head
Seeds that I'm sowing
Feelings started growing
Driving down this road
But don't know where we're going
Don't tell me bout no baby
Unless you started showing
Hope in my heart
For what we got going
I still got that hope in my heart
That's things could go back
To the very early start
Sometimes I be missing it
It was so innocent
The way I snuck into your heart
Guess I'm an immigrant
Had to be militant
Got to stay vigilant
In the streets
But honestly l wasn't feeling it
Just wanna come home to you
But the way you been acting
Leaves me so confused
And I don't know why your doing this
Do you wanna ruin it
Feel like somebody
That you can't be congruent with
Keeping all these Secrets
Bro told me leave it
Deep down inside I know
You really cheated
When I just wanted you
You just wanted others
Don't think I didn't hear you
Texting late under our covers
I'm a stupid motherfucker
Some call me a sucker
When all I really want
Is for you to be my lover
All the times that we'd laid in the bed
Afraid that I'd leave
So you start to give me head
I said there's no need
Just believe what I said
You pushed me back down
And you still gave me head
Seeds that I'm sowing
Feelings started growing
Driving down this road
But don't know where we're going
Don't tell me bout no baby
Unless you started showing
Hope in my heart
For what we got going