Entropy

[Verse 1]
Thought that maybe when I made it here
I’d reset, hoping I’d see clear
Never knew that it could get this far
Now half my friends are battle scars
Spent a couple days in my hometown
Used to love this place now it has no sound
Suns setting over who I was
And the things I loved

[Pre-Chorus]
Now I'm on my own
In a city of gold
Propped up by west coast thrills
And my fear of being alone

[Chorus]
I could stay, I could leave
But it's all entropy
It's a night or three weeks
And I'm back on the street
Give me hate, give me love
Give me feelings to numb
Bite your lip, hold your tongue
Are we still having fun?

[Verse 2]
Maybe we should just get outta here
Maybe I should just disappear
Can't tell if I'm lying when I tell myself I'm happy here
I keep saying I should take some time
Take a second, figure out who I am
But every month when I'm at my end
I'm back again, and I pretend

[Pre-Chorus]
That I'm on my own
In this city of gold
Tried dressing up as myself
To make this hell feel like home

[Chorus]
I could stay, I could leave
But it's all entropy
It's a night or three weeks
And I'm back on the street
Give me hate, give me love
Give me feelings to numb
Bite your lip, hold your tongue
Are we still having fun?

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]
I could stay, I could leave
But it's all entropy
It's a night or three weeks
And I'm back on the street
Give me hate, give me love
Give me feelings to numb
Bite your lip, hold your tongue
Are we still having fun?

[Outro]
Are we still having fun?
Give me hate, give me love
Give me feelings to numb
Are we still having fun?