Tough Love

What a fucking night
I hope my high will never fade away
Shoot me in the arm
I'm overblown by fun
Why can't you see that?

Vanity or charm
What a lying scum
And yet we flourish
Fate is in the dark
Dancing on the glass
Oh, one foot in the grave
Head's in the fucking sky
This is how I live
This is how I die
Curving on the edge
I'm twitching on the knife

Welcome to the gutter on the earth
That's the place I do enjoy the most
Sold my dream away for what it's worth
Life in the lethal dose

Bastard of the god
With an ugly heart
I don't want to know
Can't control myself
This is how I love
From the bottom of my soul
And everything above
I am self destruct
I am death itself
Carrying on the weight
Of mortal body

I'm on my highest low
Arms pull me from below
I will not carry on
Will it make a difference
When I'm gone
Or will I be another casualty
To prove a point

I am not a friend
I am not a son
Stay away
There's always a way for harm to be done