‌loser

[Verse 1: Antwon]
I used to have a heart, it was once filled with love
I used to know someone who told me we was one
Reality set in, now lonely than ever was
Can find somebody at this moment, I don't give a fuck
I'll be honest, nowadays, I feel so dead inside
The ones who love me can find me if I can find some time
But I'll be left behind, and you'll stay on my mind
Or I'll find someone else, pretend it's you to pass the time
I was doing great before you came along
I felt like I found someone who cared, but seems they came and gone
Now I paint the same picture, but you always change
Wish you felt the same, all the feelings changed
What the fuck's it take to share love in these modern days?
What the fuck? I feel fake from love, that's the hardest pace
Who am I? Still like I deserve something
I picked the road I picked, I felt that I was worth something
Who would have know this path would be so lonely?
Nobody gave a shit, and now them strangers think they know me