Monolith

Too many thoughts, im spiralling
Feeling like an ametuar, i cant handle my rolling
I, feel like a fucking pin; split me open with every decision
I cant fathom living anymore, imagine being sober
While your brain is off the motor, drowning in pain
Turn the rain to fucking whiskey and pray for a hurricane
Im Feeling so dry, WOW, im drowning in the garden
Its becoming harder to stay focused
Im my own target
My veins shake, pass the J to fox
A wake and bake with Del Rey sucking my cock
On base like Beltre, barely eating, only unhealthy
Im a fucking dog in heat, cold in the Sarengetti
The crushed up crytstals, longer than a spaghetti
In Gettysburg, getting herb, and the white, like betty
Jet li karate, always chasing the dragon
Gently taking steps, dont fall down the chasm
A more fucked up head than any character in Madden
Rhymes fucking sporadic
Spazzing out, amy Whinehouse passion
Tamborine man, the devils on my fucking hand
Smoking Marijuana on Hannukah playing harmonica
Smoking a bong in a Gondola, Seeing visions with Wanda
Chugging Orange Fanta, souring like a touring rock star
As sore as mick foley with his tooth in his nose
I turn to ash like nick fury, on the verge of losing control
If i had three wishes, i’d wish to get as high as Burj Khalifa
Petri dishes full of fentanyl, Pepe Silva, i dont exist at all
Rolling mistletoe in 2 raw papers
Feel like a vegetable
I can hear My jaw clatter
Been awake for 33 hours
My sanity’s declining
Wheres my red sled?
Rose bud, ink from my nose blood
One blink and you miss it, the fucking shows done
Existing in a Monolith