Post Concert Depression

When I was younger I reached for the stars
To be like them and live near mars
All I wanted to do was sing like you
I wouldn't lie to you it's completely true
Then I wanna start to play guitar
The piano, the bass, to be a star
All I wanted to do was sing like you
To be like you, it'd be a dream come true
'Cuz baby when you dance
I'm enamoured by your everything
So when you give me a glance
It feels like you pulled my heartstrings
You know how much you make me smile
When you call yourself Mr Worldwide
I'm an addict to the magic that you bring to me
A drug I need, you're my ecstasy
I close my eyes to see you twice
Once in my dreams and once in real life
it makes me wonder if someday I could be singing
On that stage with you
I woke up feeling so far away
I'm scared to watch to stay awake
All I wanted to do is to sing with you
To dream of you, I wish you knew
How much I doubt myself
Every day feeling by myself
Is it all worth it? can you confirm it?
Will I ever make it? (Make it?)
'Cuz baby when you dance
I'm enamoured by your everything
So when you give me a glance
It feels like you pulled my heartstrings
You know how much you make me smile
When you call yourself Mr Worldwide
I'm an addict to the magic that you bring to me
A drug I need, you're my ecstasy
I close my eyes to see you twice
Once in my dreams and once in real life
it makes me wonder if someday I could be singing
On that stage with you
Is this what everyone's talking about?
It feels so bittersweet
Loved that show but isn't there more?
Nope. That was it.
(What?)
Oh.
It was fun while it lasted
But I was distracted
(You told me to look at the sky, dammit!)
Hours like minutes
Don't wanna admit it
It hasn't been that long has it? (Has it?)
Well, I'll thank you for making me smile
When you show us that it's all worthwhile
I'm an addict to the magic that you bring to me
A drug I need, you're my ecstasy
I'll close my eyes to try not to cry
A little bit depressing but that's alright
It makes me wonder if someday I could be
Singing on that stage with you
Yeah-ah-ah