It Still Hurts

It's barely been a year since you went and cut me loose
I used to wait up for your call, staring at the wall
No it wasn't easy, I wouldn't have believed me
If I said I'd start feeling strong
There was no one there to hold me, so I made friends with lonely,
And that's when I started movin' on
I thought I was through with this letting go
But when I see you, I ain't even close
I do my best not to let it show
You were the drug I already quit
But when I see you, I need another hit
I know I'm through the worst of it
But it still hurts just a little bit
You used to have a hold on me, you were gravity
But then you gave me so much space, thought I'd suffocate
But now I'm breathing easy, I wouldn't have believed me
If I said it just takes some time
I built up my defenses, it's like I can sense it
Before you even cross my mind
I thought I was through with this letting go
But when I see you, I ain't even close
I do my best not to let it show
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
You were the drug I already quit
But when I see you, I need another hit
I know I'm through the worst of it
But it still hurts just a little bit
Yeah it still hurts just a little bit
I know that it's gonna fade, just not today
I thought I was through with this letting go
But when I see you, I ain't even close
I do my best not to let it show
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
You were the drug I already quit
But when I see you, I need another hit
I know I'm through the worst of it
But it still hurts just a little bit