Complicated

I can decide if I want to be
Lying in the deepest part of the sea
I can decide if I want to die
Thinking of the wrong that
Could have been right
Even if my fears tear me apart
My good intentions help me carry on
Even though I'm making it
Through my mistakes
I don't want to bring pain to nobody else

I see the surface from the bottom of the sea
I'm fighting to break through
Just trying to breathe
The waves of disillusion are
There drowning me
I'd rather find myself there if
I'm not gonna win it's too complicated

I spеak with the bitterness of my hеart
I've lost the will to fight
For what is right
Your hands may be, yeah, what I am
And now I feel like you've
Forgotten who I am
How can I revive what I once knew
The hole buried deep inside my soul
I know it's in your heart to give my peace
I ask for your compassion found only in you

I see the surface from the bottom of the sea
I'm fighting to break through
Just trying to breathe
The waves of disillusion are
There drowning me
I'd rather find myself there if
I'm not gonna win it's too complicated

I see the surface from the bottom of the sea
I'm fighting to break through
Just trying to breathe
The waves of disillusion are
There drowning me
I'd rather find myself there if
I'm not gonna win it's too complicated