Desolation (New Years Day)

[INTRO]
Close the maw
This void surrounding me
Starry gaze into a mirror
Yeah
DISTRACTION IS KEY
SO TAKE ME AWAY

[VERSE 1]
Am I closer now?
Dopamine defensive
This escapade
I thought I must have dreamt this
But now I see clear
Clearly I resent this
This seam...
Has been pulled

[PreChorus]
There it goes
Will I wake to mourn what's been?
We don't know
Hesitate, the memory comes back again

[Chorus]
It's just the way I compromise with how I'm feeling
It's just the way I try to fool myself when
Shit don't make sense [SHIT DON'T MAKE SENSE]
Capsules complicate me as I feed into this farce
And I kinda wish you'd kill me

[VERSE 2]
Breathe
Breathe out tiny fractals
That used to be my future

[PreChorus]
There it goes
Will I wake to mourn what's been?
We don't know
Hesitate, the memory comes back again

[Chorus]
IT'S JUST THE WAY I COMPROMISE WITH HOW I'M FEELING
[BREATHE OUT BURNT TINY FRACTALS]
IT'S JUST THE WAY I TRY TO FOOL MYSELF
WHEN SHIT DON'T MAKE SENSE
[THAT USED TO BE MY FUTURE]
CAPSULES COMPLICATE ME AS I FEED INTO THIS FARCE
[BREATHE OUT BURNT TINY FRACTALS]
AND I KINDA WISH YOU'D KILL ME
[USED TO CONSUME MY DREAMS]

[BRIDGE]

[VERSE 1 REVISITED]
Am I closer now?
Dopamine defensive
This escapade
I thought I must have dreamt this
But now I see clear
Clearly I resent this
This seam...
Has been pulled

[PreChorus]
There it goes
Will I wake to mourn what's been?
We don't know
Hesitate, the memory comes back again

[INTRO REVISITED]
Close the maw
This void surrounding me
Starry gaze into a mirror
Yeah
DISTRACTION IS KEY
SO TAKE ME AWAY