Radiance

It feels like I am leaving shore
Bound for new adventures
Embarking on an endless quest

I'm leaving land behind
Exiled and afraid
I turn my head and realize
There is no turning back

I'm not complaining
I'm not asking for sympathy
For this hole inside my soul
I cannot heal
It feels like I am awake and dreaming
It seems like I am awake and dreaming

It seems that I can't comprehend
The lessons I have learned
Forgetting wisdoms I have preached

These infuriating storms
Are tearing me apart
Nothing left for me to save
Nothing left to salvage