Mirror

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

Hard hit they say I'm like my papa
Ain't hard to figure out why I don't listen to my mother
I know it's wild and I need to make her smile cos
All the stressing out might have her gone forever
Damn I don't that shit too, but I know I'm the man I been standing on my own two
That's some shit she will never understand
Treat me like a boy and tell me how to be a man
I love my mama, I love my mama
To this house I ain't ever tryna bring the drama
The ting turn up, but I ain't got a crew, it's me one up
So mama, whats up
You crying to yourself, but it's a different tune
Thinking to myself is it me or is it you
She looks at me and says for all your questions here's the answer
Last week I was diagnosed with cancer

Now I'm wishing that I listened
Can't believe what I did
If it's the least you could do
Mama please believe I'm coming with you

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

Grown money on my wrist, eighties
But no time on my hand to make that shit gleam
I'm tryna do well, could blind you with the jewels
Just tryna live a little before the funeral
So big whips, buff chicks are {?}
Jealous niggas in my circle stay preeing
While I'm out here tryna make a killing
It's ironic mama's life still slipping
They don't know better
Now I'm thinking that I should've known better
When she was screaming don't take it out faster
Now it makes sense just a couple months after
So now the word around town
She got a belly and it's getting real round
And now I'm praying to the Father
Lord God I ain't ready to be no father

Now I'm wishing that I listened
Can't believe what I did
If it's the least you could do
Mama please believe I'm coming with you

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Think bout all the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger

I can see myself staring in the mirror
And when I reflect on all of the things that I've been through I wanna pull that trigger
Home cooked food, no money to eat out
Violate and I'm knocking em lights out
Ah yeah, and I wanna pull that trigger
Yeah, yeah, trigger, trigger, yeah
Trigger, trigger, trigger, trigger
I wanna pull it, I wanna pull it, I wanna pull it