Window of Despair

My life's a window of despair
Seeing nothing
All the faces that just stare
There not even there

All I feel is crumbling into self-destruction
No reality
An illusion

Shadow of black is pulling in
It's my own intrusion
Now hate returns to its place
To destroy and debase

Here is my last stand
Here is the solution
No more reality
An illusion

Nothing left but a darkened pit
Nothing left, just denied
Nothing here, no more to be
Nothing here, left to die

So the decision has been made
I will break this window
A shard of glass to give pain
To end the pain

There is no after light
I have seen the last lie
After all of this
To die

Nothing left but a darkened pit
Nothing left, just denied
Nothing here, no more to be
Nothing here, left to die