Motion Sickness

There is nothing
For which I am responsible
Just this baggage
That I keep carrying on as if
I had someone

Ok, maybe there is a woman
Somewhere who's stillthinking of me
Or a girl with coal black hair
Who's haunted in her dreams
But what they've seen
Well, it wasn't me
It was just some lie
That they slept beside
I kept this from them
But I can't keep this from you

So will you look for me
In that strange bright place
Where the statues bloom in the park
They don't need no rain

Because how I ever got to you
I have no idea
It's like some secret door
Well it just appeared
So, no matter what I do
From now on with my time
You will always stay here
In my mind, i am
Certain of this
And I am not certain of anything

So I want to get myself
Attached to something bolted down
So that these winds of circumstance
Won't keep blowing me around
To when I land to when I leave
There is enough time to sleep and sing
I keep running when all I want
Is to lay motionless