I’ll be Here

[Verse 1]
And it all comes falling down on top of me
I would rather tear it down than watch it fall down itself
A little fragile to be here, It's been made all okay
It shouldn't matter to me, It had to fall off the shelf
That little tragedy steered that little life in a way
So I can't reach out anymore and try to call her for help

Daydreams are better than the blue
But the spotlight's on and I can see my fading use
And I don't quite know why all this doesn't add up right
But the point to worry's better off just being moot

I thought I loved the world as much as you
Couldn't find the words inside a book that's full of cluеs
But a paperback can't save me from thе passing time
And neither can the imaginary lines I drew
I made sure that I stopped before the truth
That's an awful fall if I can't hold on to my youth
But the nowadays for sure won't be forever long
I never learned to keep em til they're gone

[Chorus]
But nowadays I roll around and roll up for like every single thing I don't like about myself
And still nowadays nothing's really changed
Or have I just been insane enough to not consider else?
But nowadays I miss it ever more than before now nowadays
It's just so plain to be the same in every way so I get that there needs change
But damn I really wish we'd stayed in the same lane or looked out the same window pane
Life just wanes away and we go onto a different page and the sound decays
It's scary knowing all I know is gonna end some way
And just for this I won't think today

But the mountain stays
A hurdle of its own
And the clouded days have me certain I'm alone
Yet they never made it past the curtains of my home
Won't check, regards, my best!

[Verse 2]
No one's round too often anymore, if at all
It's part of the cycle don't get too involved
I prolly won't, too comfortable stood alone on the wall
And Ion even mind at all
I thought I knew my kind would fall
I mean there were times I'm off
I've stood up against a lightning rod
God knows I've had to've fought and Lord knows I could still be wrong
Picket fence where I don't know which side I'm on
Yeah
Picture this I could care how much time has gone
Gone from me and won't come back to me inside of these songs
Ha
I relegate all that to those ridealongs
That highway honestly made driving feel like I was home
Reminds me of a time back when I wasn't as alone
I'd roll up one for you and me if we could ride the road
And only time will show where I will go for I don't know now
I'm scared to grow