Negativity Bias

Out of touch with the world, losing grip on reality
I bide my time in secrecy, nothing here worth living for
And so I wither in bitterness, waiting for the days to go by
Hunting for a feeling inside the great collapse
Now I fucking know why everything feels useless
Monkey on my back - faded into black
Take me back to better days and leave me there to rot
All I want is this but this is worthless