Edge of Reason

I am stuck in my own ways, leashed to grinning quirks, cursed to walk alone, bewitched by treacherous dreams
And here I thought I was among the good but now I feel like I have become one of you
This was everything that I wanted, now it has become a threat
As the seasons faded and friends turned into dust
I couldn't help but wonder why I fell for misery
I feel the walls collapse but I no longer care, drained by all your drama - I'm ready to light the fuse
I have tried to makе this work, have tried to overcomе these fears
I thought I could do better but here it falls my house of cards
And as I erupt in flames, I wonder about one thing - did I had it all?
And did I threw it all away?
We all die alone!
Suffocation - bitterness holds me in her grasp
Hesitation and fixation will lead me down this pit
On the edge of reason - rolled up in the dirt