Small Catastrophe

living on the edge now
never told my mom how
i eat less than i did before
sleeping on a friend's couch
thinking it was my fault
doing things i cannot afford
would love to see the seaside
take an endless train ride
all the friends that i have ignore me
cause if i didn’t call
then who would even listen to me?

i always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me

i always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe
always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe

working on my habits
still a lil depressed
never cry when strangers around
slowly losing interest
guys calling me princess
LOL - i'm laughing out loud
almost losing my mind
healing my inner child
just to fit into society
does their attention mean
someone is loving me?

i always look for you

i always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe
always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe

imma look for you
if you look for me
would you notice me
shouting hopelessly
imma look for you
you don’t care bout me
i'm a, i'm a, i'm a castrophe

i always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe
always look for you
but you don’t see me cross the room
never notice me
i'm a small catastrophe