insidious
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
In the year 2015 that's when it began
I was young I was 15 I was a freshman
That's when you caught me in yo web and started to spin
At this point I didn't know you was bad
I'm like "Where you been?"
Soon enough you knocked my heart down
Like some bowlin' pins
I started hurtin' but I loved you so much
I took it on the chin
Off the rip you started cheatin' only 2 weeks in
From the jump I wasn't shit to you
But I ain't know that yet, yeah yeah
Every single night every single day
Tryna figure how to take the pain away
Call me crazy but you made me this way
Never again that's what I say
Then I take you back the very next day
Screamin' out "Somebody help me!"
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
Towards the end the emotional turned to physical
Had to leave before the physical turned to critical
I didn't know what to do
Thought I couldn't live without you
It was like torture to me
But I knew I had to push through
You wouldn't take a bullet for me
But I took a million from you
The emotional scars you left on my brain hurt the same as physical wounds
Never again will I ever get me involved with someone like you
Bein' manipulated and controlled was somethin' that I was used to, yeah yeah
Every single night every single day
Tryna figure how to take the pain away
Call me crazy but you made me this way
Never again that's what I say
Then I take you back the very next day
Screamin' out "Somebody help me!"
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
When you was with me thought I needed you
But soon I realized you the livin' proof
That nobody got me like myself do, yeah
Wasted 4 years of life it was serious
I was dumb and naive and oblivious
Took an awful long time that's insidious, yeah
