A Morning Excuse

Listen to me there's a thing I can't say out loud
I thought it was you and I was so fucking proud
Many a friend walks past your hand, I think that's alright
And I don't care anymore about holding you tight

Another girl is going through my mind
[....] only just that I've been blind
Since I know her, I know what's beauty
To keep her happy seems my duty

Don't you pretend you would understand it's easy for me
My head [....] and I got to
Go, I got to be free
I know that I would leave you brokenhearted
Even you realise that we still stand right where we started

Another girl is going through my mind
[....] only just I've been blind
Since I know her, I know what's beauty
To keep her happy seems my duty
I'm scared I could do something wrong
So I just write another song