HANDOUT

Losing my
Fucking mind
Surrounded
By the worst people alive
"Have you been
Living right?"
So stupid
A tragedy of wasted time
Jesus fucking christ I need a break
The aftertaste of your cigarettes has been keeping me awake
And I've been trying to shake it
But it's stuck to me like glue
If I could just get half a minute for some respite I can't tell you what I'd
Do the chances of advances justify the shitty way that I've been treating me
Stuck between a movie scene and wiping clean the parts of me I don't want you to see
Half a lie isn't a lie at all and half the time you're talking I'm not listening
Climbed a mountain of regret and dove right off of it into a fixed anxiety
Losing my
Fucking mind
Surrounded
By the worst people alive
"Have you been
Living right?"
So stupid
A tragedy of wasted time
Hyperventalation 'till it's over
Couldn't blame him if he never got sober
Shoulders back, be a good little soldier for nothing
Money talks and it's only getting louder
Take a handout and get called a fucking coward
Stuck in a never-ending cycle of a game that means nothing
Stopped dead at a traffic light
4 in the morning not a soul in sight
There's a religious acceptance of a lack of self perfection
that turns into self rejection that you just can't fight
Maybe we could get a handle on it some day
Instead of nearly burning any given Sunday
Grab your favorite booze and dig your heels in
Saints only deserve it if they kill sin
Find someone to madden with a sweet grin
Send your fucking life into a tailspin
Losing my
Fucking mind
Surrounded
By the worst people alive
"Have you been
Living right?"
So stupid
A tragedy of wasted time
Hyperventalation 'till it's over
Couldn't blame him if he never got sober
Shoulders back, be a good little soldier for nothing
Money talks and it's only getting louder
Take a handout and get called a fucking coward
Stuck in a never-ending cycle of a game that means nothing
Hyperventalation 'till it's over
Couldn't blame him if he never got sober
Shoulders back, be a good little soldier for nothing
Money talks and it's only getting louder
Take a handout and get called a fucking coward
Stuck in a never-ending cycle of a game that means nothing