Ecstasy

Yeah, now I'm numb to it all
But all the shit I been through yeah it fucking left me scarred
Yeah you miss the old me but now I don't got no heart
You ripped that shit away from me you took me all apart
Tell me why you make this shit so fucking hard
Girl I know you miss me why you left me in the dark
I'm tryna get my cash up in this bitch we could go far
Girl you know we meant to be just let down your guard
Missin' all the old days
Back when I would FaceTime you and we both play
Back when I was beside you and we were okay
Back before you done left me up in this cold place
So addicted to you had to go through withdrawals
Now that I'm without you trust me I'm gon' ball
I'm hittin' decline I'm not answerin' that call
And you ain't never ever gon' see me fuckin' fall
Hey, you was my ecstasy
Now you can't stand to see these bitches all next to me
Hey, you was my ecstasy
Now you can't stand to see these riches all next to me
Yeah, can't do this shit again
It was supposed to be us forever until the end
You stabbed me in my back you was supposed to be my friend
I don't wanna relapse cause I know it'll be pretend
I wish I never opened up, you conceited
Tell me where was all the love when it was needed
Sometimes I need your love yeah I be fiendin'
But then I remember that you a demon
Takin' all our memories and treatin' them like nothing
You just switched up on me yeah I wish I saw it comin'
Yeah I know I hurt you but I never turned my back on you
Always by your side even though the shit you put me through
I trusted you but know I'm on my DTB shit
You said I love you never meant it shit make me sick
That other man gon' never be what I was
Had to sober up cause you'd leave just because
So addicted to you had to go through withdrawals
Now that I'm without you trust me I'm gon' ball
I'm hittin' decline I'm not answerin' that call
And you ain't never ever gon' see me fuckin' fall
Hey, you was my ecstasy
Now you can't stand to see these bitches all next to me
Hey, you was my ecstasy
Now you can't stand to see these riches all next to me