Cold water

I can't take a breath
Holding my emotions
I don't tell anyone about things
In me
Sprouting weeds
Overgrown my heart
But displacing them
It is getting more and more difficult

I need cold water to stop overthinking
I need some space to breathe
I need understanding sometimes explaining
Where does it all come from in me

You may think it's okay
You may think I can fly
But I'm not ready for any of this
Maybe it's better to let go and stop

I need cold water to stop overthinking
I need some space to breathe
I need understanding sometimes explaining
Where does it all come from in me

I know that is help here
But how to prevent it when I cannot admit
My mistakes to myself

I need cold water to stop overthinking
I need some space to breathe
I need cold water to stop overthinking
I need some space to breathe
I need understanding sometimes explaining
Where does it all come from in me
Where does it all come from in me
Where does it all come from in me