Dirty

Staring at myself in the mirror too long
I didn’t even notice all the dust that’s formed
Life is cloudy, and I’m in the rainstorm
Listening to everybody’s voice repeat
Has got me feeling deaf to every word You speak
Words are heavy, they take a while to form
I got the world on speaker and Your voice on mute
You told me that You’ll meet me
I’ll respond when I choose
Stubborn in my nature
Chase another thing to prove
But my forces are depleting, and I got an attitude that’s
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Acting like I’ve got some extra change to spare
Gotta feed my addiction never heard of self-care and I’m
Chasing my dreams as I’m
Ripped at the seams, life is
Not what it seems cause everybody’s
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Don’t even have time to eat
Cause I’m busy forcing my success
Succeeding to be a mess and I’m stressing
About whether everyone else thinks I’m being too loud
But who cares?
Every time I turn around
There’s something else to get me down
And you won’t see me get too proud
Cause I know that I wear a crown
And this world is a bit inside out
We’re waiting to be found
But we don’t have to be so
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty
Dirty dirty dirty